colorizing
There’s something about color that inspires me. Especially when that color matches the name of my blog. So here we go with another new theme (as with the last one, from WooThemes).
Let’s see, what’s new… I’m currently in one of those phases where I feel as though everything needs to change. Or at least my job, my activities and my health. One of those times when my brain is constantly being pulled in at least a dozen different directions, leaving me fairly motionless in the middle of it all, never accomplishing anything in the end. Rather than choose a path, I’m overwhelmed with conflict and anxiety. What should I be doing? What’s most important? Do I need to do A in order to accomplish B? And it goes on and on while I watch everyone around me moving and changing and doing.
Will I ever find a job that leaves me feeling fulfilled at the end of the day? Will I ever find an exercise regimen I can stick to? Will I ever break the anxiety cycle and feel energized when I start my day, ready to conquer the world? These are all good questions, ones I’ve been trying to answer for the past several years. I’m hoping to actually find the answers one day. I just don’t know how soon that will be.
For now, I make a tentative promise to you that, now that we’ve set up the desktop computer in the less-secluded, more-spacious dining room, I will try to post here again. Don’t laugh if it ends up being attempts at short stories or random fiction—I got tired of writing self-involved woe-is-me stories a long time ago, and while I know that will still come out once in a while (as it did above) I’d like to think I have more potential than that, more to give.
So, here goes…
